Day 4: This will get easier right?

Today was day 2 of exercising with Bob Harper from the Biggest loser. The best part is the man comes straight to me in my bedroom and does not judge me when my fat jiggles around seriously. I do not know what I did to that man but I must have pissed him off. He started out nice by letting me do a nice warm-up for 6 minutes. Then had me advance to the next level. He then instead of being the sweet loving trainer I am used to turned in to an inconsiderate bloke.

He let me box which I loved but then he told me forcefully to get on my knees. Excuse me Bob you wanna repeat that??? I do not even bow to my husband. Oh Bob you do not want me to bow you want me to do what? Oh God those are not what I want I know those are going to kill me I never asked for those. Fricking planks and not just one set of them but three grueling sets of them. These are my despise and I will feel this in the morning. I relent to his wishes and I give in.This man has brought me to my knees and gave me tears in my eyes. Oh good, did you say I am half way over? I am almost done, the torture is almost over. Say what? There are still 2 more grueling cycles? Bob shut your mouth man,I hate you right now. I love you for caring enough to torture me but seriously just because I am cow does not mean I like bending over. I know in time I will love you but now my ab muscles are screaming at me. I did not even know those babies still existed I suspected they disappeared around the age of 14. 40 minutes of that torture and then another 6 minutes of cool down. Bob baby we have a date tomorrow but I hope I get to stay off my knees this time. I also walked 1 mile to drop dd off at school and will do it again when I pick her up. So that is a total of 2 miles logged

For breakfast I had a bowl of lowfat cottage cheese with some fiber in it, a small orange and jello with a glass of water. After that work I honestly was not that hungry.

For Lunch I decided to do something light too. I made a bean burrito with hot sauce on a small tortilla, a salad with cucumbers, a graham cracker and glass of milk. It was pretty filling.

For dinner I am making some thinly sliced flank steak with a sweet potato and broccoli. Very simple but healthy.

Snack will be a yogurt with a graham cracker. ETA: I was still hungry so I ate 5 ritz crackers. That helped and was only 80 calories.

Yesterday was a battle but if I got to bed early I will not be tempted plus my body is already screaming for sleep. I am going to lose weight even if it kills me. If I do not lose weight I know for sure I will be killing myself. Have a wonderful evening and Bob babe...I will see you at the same time tomorrow!