I have cursed. I have yelled. I have even collapsed but today my workout brought me to tears. Not tears of pain or frusturation but tears I cannot explain. I have been working out the last year and it finally happened today. So strange but I was reading perfectly normal.
It was supposed to be a rest day but I decided to do UFC Trainer and Zumba. Only a hour 50 minute work out but it killed my legs. I am doing this. Slowly but surely I am going to get where I deserve to be.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Day 1 of this next year of journeys
I start my journey over every year. I just want to make sure I can stay on track. Yes I keep all my progress from the previous year but I want a fresh start like all other people. I just know what I am doing already.
So how did I come up with my number? You may have wondered. I never had a doctor care about my weight loss before. When she saw my number get down to 180 she was elated. She then told me I needed to get down to healthy BMI. We estimated this would be 140. We both know this will be a journey that will take at least another year and that is a challenge I am willing to accept. It is a journey not a race. I want to learn to do this right because I never want to see the number 200 again.
As of today my husband joined me too. We are going to do Biggest Loser and UFC training. I will also do Zumba and throw in some walking. We are becoming healthier as a couple. I am so proud of him for deciding to step in with me. He is an incredible man and I want him to live forever.
Welcome 2012. 2011 was very kind to me. Now make my dreams come true. I will see single pants size digits if it kills me. I can and will succeed. I am no longer a failure.
So how did I come up with my number? You may have wondered. I never had a doctor care about my weight loss before. When she saw my number get down to 180 she was elated. She then told me I needed to get down to healthy BMI. We estimated this would be 140. We both know this will be a journey that will take at least another year and that is a challenge I am willing to accept. It is a journey not a race. I want to learn to do this right because I never want to see the number 200 again.
As of today my husband joined me too. We are going to do Biggest Loser and UFC training. I will also do Zumba and throw in some walking. We are becoming healthier as a couple. I am so proud of him for deciding to step in with me. He is an incredible man and I want him to live forever.
Welcome 2012. 2011 was very kind to me. Now make my dreams come true. I will see single pants size digits if it kills me. I can and will succeed. I am no longer a failure.
Monday, January 2, 2012
1 year into my Journey
Rome wasn't built in a day and I know that I won't be skinny in a year.
This is a realization. I have far exceeded my expectations from last year. My goal was to be at 200. I hit that mark and more. As of today I am not at my lowest. But honestly with the holidays that is expected. I kept my clothes for memories of the day I decided to start my journey. I wanted a page I could always turn back too. I put them on today just for fun and this was the result.
1 year. 60 lbs. I am pretty damn proud of me. I now have 40 more pounds until I hit my doctors goal. My husband is joining me. I am very excited for him to experience all I have this year. I cannot wait for him to become healthier for the kids and me. I am proud of he is going to do. We can do this. I know we can.
This is a realization. I have far exceeded my expectations from last year. My goal was to be at 200. I hit that mark and more. As of today I am not at my lowest. But honestly with the holidays that is expected. I kept my clothes for memories of the day I decided to start my journey. I wanted a page I could always turn back too. I put them on today just for fun and this was the result.
1 year. 60 lbs. I am pretty damn proud of me. I now have 40 more pounds until I hit my doctors goal. My husband is joining me. I am very excited for him to experience all I have this year. I cannot wait for him to become healthier for the kids and me. I am proud of he is going to do. We can do this. I know we can.
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