Holy Shit, I did this

My ultimate goal was to hit 199 this year. To be out of 200's and into onderland. As of today I hit 198. I am so stinking proud of myself. It has been 8 months and I have made it. I have struggled and survived and I am there. It has been a battle. Learning to take breaks, how much sodium is okay and how to deal with cravings but I am there. I am so proud of myself and I will continue this journey. Next goal, 175 by July 29th 2012. Welcome to Onderland Susan. You deserved this a long time ago.

Here we are

I am still learning all the right and wrong things I can and cannot have. But in the end it is worth it. With holidays, tempting fast foods, tempting snack foods I am learning discipline. I am now only weighing in once a week as once everyday was too stressful for me to maintain. I am proud to report as of today I am 203.6. Not my lowest but it is pretty darn good for me! I am also starting to think my scale was off the day I weighed in at my lowest. So I am learning as I go. I am struggling but I just realized I am 3.7 lbs from my goal for the year. I still have 5 months and I am almost there. I dream of going to my dr come December and I am not just 40 lbs from my starting weight but closer to 50. I am going to keep focusing. Think positive and I am going to hit my goal. I am proud of who I am right now. I can do this and keep showing my family the healthy way to be.